What the flippin hell!
So I am going to go on a bit of a tangent here but I feel I need an outlet for my rage.

He said go home.. I ask why, hey says your 45 min late... i am only 15 min late and i had to eat..No second chances he says, go home... I have wasted his time... HIS TIME! I mean what the hell man, every day for the past month i have come in and worked for free, taken loads of abuse and learned next to nothing, I know this is the fate of an apprentice and I accepted that torture willingly for the cause! but really what did he lose? nothing nothing at all, all he did was his job, with a whole lot less work for him.. no resources were used, no time wasted, only time wasted was mine! I have been starving, scraping by, living off handouts... just so i can keep going there, keep learning, his expectations were ridiculous.. 36 hrs plus a week? for 2 yrs? how is a person to survive off that? no money being made whatsoever! and yet it is him who has made the sacrifice? i think not... and now i am tarnished where the hell am i gonna find another apprenticeship? i wont and i am left a month set back in time gaining nothing... what a waste